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So,i'm gonna blog on here even tho nobody else really does.
I realized life wasn't FAIR a long time ago.as a little kid and as a young adult you still hang on to what should be right and fairness.....but as you get older,and life constantly kicks you in the ass and shits on your parade,most of us realize "wow!shit is really WHACK"!(my 15 yr old says that-whacked)
And people who answer with-"IT COULD BE WORSE",---really?you mean it can get fuckin worse? A girl at my work is annoying that way.when we complain we didn't get a tip or good enough tip she replys"It's more money than you came in with".
WTF?she always has a sickeningly POSITIVE answer and my point is,nobody can be that positive ALL the fucking time!
When people tell me their problems and woes,i respond w/"thats too bad,hang in there,i understand".i never say "it could be worse" or "be thankful",cause thats not what they want to hear-everyone has bad days.so anyhew................
FAIRNESS....is it FAIR that i have a high sex drive and my man knows this so he uses it against me?holds it over my head like a yummy penis treat? is it FAIR that a twice convicted,violent felon who beats up women in front of their children and chokes his old mother and kicks her stupid fluffy dog(the dog IS yippy and annoying)can walk the streets cause of early release and they won't protect me unless he attacks one of us again?
A REAL man doesn't choke old ladys and kick dogs!
FUCK the JUSTICE SYSTEM! they don't care about ABUSED MOTHERS and OLD LADYS or YIPPY,ANNOYING DOGS!and don't get me started on ATTORNEYS!UGH!
I can tell you........life is not FAIR.
white women have thru history been told to be nice,be pretty,don't make trouble,don't say how you really feel.behave.and we have.
Black women get to be -yes-bitches-thats their "thing".black people in general can whine and cry and be violent and blame it on their upbringing or slavery.
I'm surrounded by black people and i can tell you-they think white women are passive and quiet and pushovers(thats a reason black men pick white girls)and because WHITE WOMEN are AWESOME of course!!!WOOT!WOOT!
if this is politically incorrect for you,the reader,TOO FUCKIN BAD!oops,sorry,white girl "LETTING IT OUT".
I am also educated and i know NOT ALL people of one color are bad.every color has bad and good people,DUH.BE QUIET LITTLE WHITE GIRL,DON'T COMPLAIN,BE NICE SO BOYS WILL LIKE YOU,BLEND IN....
I can say this-nowadays lots of young,white girls are angry and violent prone.
.i say good! these girls don't take shit from nobody!girls i work with(18 to 20ish)are SO independant and basically have a "FUCK U ITS MY WAY" attitude about boys.i was never that way.i remember being or doing things just so a guy would like me.
Society has for so long underestimated white women,we are an afterthought,a BLEEP on the radar of life.YES biologically all women are the same-but it ends there.each nationality has its own ways and teachings about women.I was raised white middle class.church every sunday.i wish i was tuff like my 15 year old and her friends.
and i raised my daughter like i was raised,be quiet,don't make people mad,don't make waves,educate yourself,fly below the radar.guess what.she is nothing like me!so my brainwashed,white girl mentality didn't rub off on her.good.it's a new world!
The old rules don't apply anymore.I just wish i could of been tougher and stronger,SO i'm working on it.when i cry i pinch myself hard and remind myself that crying is WEAK and UNPRODUCTIVE.and P.S.no one cares anyways...yah,the truth is..everyone has their own problems,every person thinks their burden is the heaviest.we are ALL on our own.I know this now..I am on my own,and i must toughen up.so i will stand on the sidelines and cheer the young,white girls on as they rise up and blaze a NEW,KICK UR FUCKIN ASS trail straight into the fuckin future!
WOOT!WOOT!