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So i ended it for the both of us...he wouldn't end it so Ginger had to do it. I was sitting on his bed,fully clothed,(i know!) and he says to me-"This is the way i am (him) and this is how it's gonna be,and if you wanna leave,i aint trippin."
Ginger was so hurt,she had just wasted 12 months on this bastard! my body was frozen,i kept telling myself,get up,walk out,i could see the door.
i couldn't move.(by the way)-after he told Ginger how it was "gonna be",he got in bed naked and told me "get in this bed and lets fuck girl".
this was hard for Ginger-she's a nympho by nature-i love it in all my holes-love to suck, fuck and be fucked and sucked.
my vagina was saying,"jump in that bed girl!"but my brain was saying,leave,end it,stop this bullshit.
when i give i give 120% PERCENT!I am loyal,i don't cheat,and guys ask me to fuck em all the time!
I gave sooooooo much to this relationship-and it really sucks that i wasted all that energy on someone who doesn't even like me.
AND,i gave all i could and still it was not enough and so Ginger almost started taking off her clothes,but didn't!WOOT!WOOT! FOR GINGER!
i GOT UP FINALLY,and i walked out,he didn't come after me.....yah i admit i wanted him to.....the sex was getting bad anyways(not bad as in good but bad as in bad)and not because of me!i would make him coffee,bring it to him,roll up a blunt,and let him puff on it while i sucked his dick.
Ginger doesn't do this cause she's stupid-i do it cause i love to love on my man and want him to be happy.I WANT TO SEND HIM A MEAN TEXT MESSAGE SOOOOOO BAD!don't do it Ginger.be strong.
People say "be a bitch-men respond to that".but Ginger is getting older,and she doesn't wanna play games or be a bitch.she wants someone to be into her as much as she is in to them.GEEZ!
NOW....of course if you ask my babydaddy,he will say im a FUCKING BITCH-(HE MOSTLY LIKED TO CALL ME A STUPID WHORE)but HELLO? my babydaddy tried to strangle me till the breath in me left my body in front of our children no less!its not my fault he became a crack-cocaine addicted fuckface!KILL YOURSELF-NOT YOUR KIDS MOTHER! WTF? ugh!!!!
SO YAH-come and get me fucker!Ginger wants to hold you down and make you beg for your life like she did!except i won't do it in front of our kids....
Being a bitch doesn't come naturally to me like some girls.back to my man now-well i guess he's not my man anymore.and i know i'm not the only one who gets shit dumped on them constantly and their parade rained on.
that just makes me more bummed cause i feel for people and i know they are suffering.i STRONGLY believe that everything happens FOR NO REASON!shit happens and theres no reason and we probably have no real purpose on this earth.now hold on-you may believe EVERYTHING happens for a reason)but if you are willing to believe that it possibly does,you must also be willing to believe that it possibly doesn't.
it's like having different gods-you bet on yours,i'll bet on mine-and hopefully my gods house wins! I wanna mean text him soooooo bad!(no not mean text god-LOL)but mean text my dude......don't do it!my daughter says if i text him he will know i care-but not just even a short text?
I'm a waitress at a breakfast restaurant.lately when customers complain,they like to say:"In this economy you should be glad i spend my money here".
OH YAH? well if my rent was a FUCKING DOLLAR A MONTH then YES-your fucking tip would make or break me!GEEZ!
SO ANYHEW........Ginger will continue to be nice to old ladies,and her customers(i need my job)and will immunize her children,pay her taxes...but you know what?i'm not returning my shopping cart to the cart corall,i'm leaving it right where it is-and the relentless wind w/a windchill factor of -20 FUCKIN degrees will blow it into traffic and i will not look back,i will get in my car and leave.....do not text do not text......
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